So basically I need to start designing and sewing stuff and stop being such a lazy bitch.

The night I couldn't sleep, I kept thinking about so much shit it was killing my head. One was hoping to enter my garments into the NRA Fashion Awards, which I would love, love, love to win, so designs kept popping up in my head and the thought of winning felt like it would be a possibility. I felt cocky, really. But I'm going to continue from my final range garments from tafe and add one more outfit to it (since I sold my skirt and top to someone) into NRA awards.

I'd like to challenge myself to do couture, I want to get my hands into fine fabrics, which I have yet to do.

I'm going to have to start giving myself goals. I'm a woman that needs to be successful with something!